Its been exactly 2 months -- I've been away from work.
{Sick leave + annual leave}
That was a LAX trip, I was very tired but I promised I would visit Ben's dad & brother. That night in LAX was my first experience with morning sickness. Woke up at 4AM local time, thought it was the traffic that has woken me up. Figured it'll be so easy for me to drift back to sleep but it was way too hot even with the fan in my face! Then suddenly it came... I covered my mouth with my hands and rushed into the toilet. At that moment all that came up in my mind was "NO WAY!! OH COME ON NOT THIS". I was simply just feeling nausea and dizzy but luckily it was mild... Later that noon, Ben's dad dropped me back to the hotel, and I was very glad I was back. I can just relax and sleep for the rest of the second night and third day in LAX.
I just want to go home ><"
Headaches + more nausea
On the flight home, operating the first service was a piece of cake as I was totally fine and was well looked after by crew. Second service, which was breakfast, the smell of food was a complete put-off for me. Because it was bumpy into New Zealand we had to delayed the service and at one point we had to push all the carts into safety and strapped ourselves in!
I was feeling gross & vomited twice. Got told by experience crew to chew on crackers. That was one of the worst flight for me! Period!
{Now back on sick leave + more leave coming}
I have applied for more leave as I didn't know when the morning sickness will actually stop and let me operate as a normal person! I'm still having the gross moment now and then but it is improving! People said by the 4th month it should all settled and all I can do are to have all my fingers and toes crossed!
I caught up with some girlfriends from work for dinner last night... and realized what the 2 months did to me.........................
My social ability has deteriorate!!!!!! Its like I can't even put words into proper sentences anymore! OMGsh! There were some sayings: Pregnant woman tend to be very forgetful and lack of intelligence ( in another word: stupid ) Is this even TRUE?!?!?!
Ben has started work... this is his 3rd day and I only get to see him during dinner time, so at most 3 hours per day, then he's off to bed. It does earn good money but is it worth it? Waking up at 3:45AM - work starts at 4:30AM - hardly any breaks in between - 5:30~6:30PM finishing work. That's like a 13/14hours for work!!! I don't know... maybe I am complaining too much because I'm used to having him around... I just didn't know this job involved in so many hours...
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